It has been two weeks since we moved into our wonderful home, but it's only wonderful from the outside. Once you step inside, it doesn't feel like that anymore. Lately, there has been so much fighting between Sam and me, and I'm not sure if this marriage will last.

He went from always wanting to go on dates and hang out around town to always staying home. I'm starting to notice little things such as he doesn't look at me the same way anymore. There were times when I'd catch him staring at me from across the room and he would kiss me in the middle of a sentence. Things aren't that way anymore. He's distant, cold, and uninterested in everything I say and do. I wish he'd just look at me like he used to...just once. 

Me: Sam, can we talk?

Samuel: I guess. What about?

Me: You haven't seemed like yourself lately. Is everything okay?

Samuel: Yes I'm fine. 

Me: You seem different.

Samuel: I'm the same guy you've known for 20 years.

Me: Maybe it's just in my head. Sorry love.

Samuel: It's okay.

Me: Maybe we could go to a movie this weekend. What do you think?

Samuel: No. I'm going to hang out with Brett at the gym.

  Me: Well there's something I need to tell you.

Samuel: What?

Me: I'm pregnant.

Samuel: Oh...well, congrats. Is it mine?

Me: Of course it's yours. Who else would it be?

Samuel: I've seen how you look at Brett and I know you like him. I also saw you coming out of his room one night.

 Me: That is not true!! I have never been interested in anyone except you. I have been faithful to you ever since I fell in-love with you.

Samuel: Don't lie to me. You can sleep on the couch tonight.

Me: How dare you!! 

Samuel: I'm done talking to you. Go away.

Samuel: Karli, want to sneak off to the park?

Karli: aww Sam, of course I do.

Samuel: Okay, but we need to make sure we're very quiet. These floors creek.

Karli: Yes. How has Elizabeth or Brett not caught on yet?

Karli: Yes. I got hungry and Sam said he was thirsty, which I didn't know until I left my room

Me: The only person who calls Samuel Sam is me, his wife.

Karli: Brett calls him that.

Me: No he doesn't and I've known him for 20 years. He has never once called Samuel by his nickname.

Karli: 6 months Liz.

Me: You have been sneaking around my back and you accused me of cheating Samuel.

Samuel: You just called me Samuel. You always call me Sam.

Me: Don't get sentimental on me now. You made me think it was all in my head. I knew something was different with you. You let me think I was crazy.

Samuel: It wasn't hard for me to convince you that. You've always been suspicious of me around other women.

Me: Now you see why!! Just wait until Brett hears about this.

Karli: Please don't tell him. It will break his heart.

Me: Just like Sam broke mine by hooking up with you? You deserve it, homewrecker.

 
Me: Brett, there's something you need to know.

Brett: What is it?

Me: Awww thank you Brett.

 The next morning, our divorced was finalized; however, since I cannot afford to move out on my own then we have to have shared custody. I will get whatever job I can so Andrew and I can live our lives together in a stable, drama free home. He shouldn't live in an environment like this. He's my miracle baby and I will do everything I can to give him the best life possible. I love you Andrew, you're my baby boy even though you won't be an actual baby much longer.